October 2011
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you know how sometimes your journal comes to an end? a doormaker has.
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this is the nonsense of love
I. our kiss is a secret handshake, a password. we love like spies, like bruised prize fighters,
like children building tree houses. our love is serious business.
one look from you and my spine reincarnates as kite string.
when i hesitate to hold your hand, it is because to know is to be responsible for knowing.
II. there is no clean way to enter the heavy machinery of the heart.
just jagged...
“Rowdy stumble touch, will always be better than classy balance.”
– Derrick Brown (via jesusdoesthedishes)
I’ve worm the same shirt 3 days in a row.
Have you ever heard that song called Blood Bank?
You should.
I don’t really know the people I see everyday.
People take people I care about away from me.
I wonder how many people I’ve taken away from people that care about them.
I wish she hadn’t taken you away from me.
Or maybe, I wish I didn’t think she had.
I don’t have many things figured...
“People are always shouting they want to create a better future. It’s not true....”
– Milan Kundera (via avgoustos)
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“We used to fight a lot, and Sara would always say things like, ‘you need...”
– Tegan R Quin
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“The mark of the immature man is that he wants to die nobly for a cause, while...”
– Wilhelm Stekel, via J.D. Salinger (via thebutteryslickness)
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"her eyes are highway fatalities you can't stop...
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“No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to...”
– Steve Jobs
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I hate it when a joke falls flat...
girl: how many people per cat?
lab TA: 4.
girl: 4?! for one cat? that's too many..
lab TA: we don't have enough cats..
me: what if we bring our own cat?
class: ...
“Driving home, I was burdened with the day. Unustifiably angry, sure.
I forget...”
– Paola Angeleri (I stalked my sisters blog today… She’s amazing)
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“This next song is about when you get your heart broken and you try your best to...”
– Sara Quin
“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what...”
– Lewis Carroll
September 2011
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“Speak love all you want.
I don’t believe what you say but
I appreciate your...”
– “Valentine’s Day in Dresden” by Derrick Brown (via muscle-memories)
i live in my head. therefor, i am what i think.
me: (rambling about all my significant others)
katy: lol! you're such a player.
me: psh! i wish! I would be a player if all these poor fools I think I'm dating were actually dating me!
katy: a mental player.
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“the girl I didn’t know I knew
scars
the people I didn’t meet for...”
“if you weren’t brown I’d think you were white.”
– Ashley Herrera
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“There are moments of clarity daily.
They open me up with a breath and keep me...”
– Buddy Wakefield (via loverofstories)
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“you don’t give love to get love. you give love to become love.”
i should be writing my paper, but instead i’m gonna do this. i watched contagion yesterday. i get scared every time someone coughs.
it’s a bad day to be a rhesus monkey
i’m always amazed at how easily i can talk to him. and her. and her. it’s like time doesn’t matter.
but when you think about it.. does anything really matter?
i have a practical on tuesday that...
a roller coaster would take me out.
kasandra: dude, i had a horrible dream about you....
me: did i die?
kasandra: yes...
me: sad... how?
kasandra: your mom said a roller coaster.
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“it’s like they don’t get it. i was like don’t mess with me...”
– Zack Ricks (this boy should have a book published with all the crap he says)
zack being a tool
(lady orders 100 drinks on drive thru)
me: was she a nurse?
zack: yeah...
me: stupid nurse.
zack: when you're a nurse and i'm still working here please don't do that to me.
me: HAHAHAHAHAHA... ay...
“They played a very big venue… I mean it was a very intense show… But...”
– Kelly Trujillo
“So I was talking to the lead singer of Foster the People for about an hour, but...”
– Kelly Trujillo
She's rude, but I love her.
(on my inability to walk without falling)
Me: I probably shouldn't have laughed at her falling off her skateboard since as you know I fall all the time...
Kelly: which I can just see you landing on your backpack and breaking both your computer and iPad...
Me: maybe I should stop carrying both.
Kelly: yeah, that way you'll have one as backup for when you fall and break the other.
Me: that's just rude.
Kelly: I'm just trying to help you find a reason as to why it was you got an iPad.
Conversations with her beat conversations with...
Me: so I went to the apple store... And I knew it was a bad idea cos I was gonna end up buying something..
Kelly: of course...
Me: so I bought an iPad.
Kelly: oh god...
Me: and now I feel like I can't not carry it with me everywhere I go, cos then it would have just been a waste of money. But I still need to take my computer cos everything is on it... So now my backpack weighs too much..I'm probably gonna get a hernia.
